"in particular i wonder what all of this now has to do with me, and why it is that these days i find myself in such a wealth of relationships." that was just a few days ago and today i got reason to ponder. the answers i do not have.
here i am today in my vicious little life and i get a message, not by telepathy, but carried by radio waves, from one who is intent on something or other. he claimed to be by the river and in need of something. i answered that he sounded like he needed a whore. he did not disagree, he retorted that he needed a special one. he did not say it, but he did imply that the special whore whom he needed was none other than that one inhabiting my body. it feels good to be needed as a whore.
all that i could think of was that all women are whores, all wives are women and that the trouble with the wives is that you pay for a life time. he did not disagree. but then i would continue that all men are whores, husbands are men and the trouble with men is that there is no trouble with them, they know their condition.
i have looked up every possible definition of the word whore in several dictionaries, and frankly, i like it. i am in too much of a haste to want to go into any detail about it right now. still, who has made the sexual act unchaste? chastity has something to do with sexual purity. but what the fuck is sexual purity and who made sex dirty? i concede that it is a bit sticky on occasions, but dirty?
oh, i forgot to tell you in advance, i am one great universal whore.
you strip the word "whore" of all moral and religious judgment and dogma, and you get the naked truth in its truly nihilistic sense. i love it!
as far as i am concerned marriage is just another form of legalized prostitution. on occasions i do delight in literally walking the moral high ground.
note: yes i will go into more detail on this rather fascinating subject for it is the very subject of one of my current writing projects.
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