not the way i wanted it

all was going well today until about 9 am, then the train got off the tracks. actually much too little went according to plan, i am still feeling short on sleep in spite of sleeping a lot yesterday and napping today. i have a headache and feel... like i am missing movement and sweating!!!

SCHEMATA did not get off to a brilliant start, actually a few words poured out, nothing flowed. breakdown mode is here.

booooooooh duh...